Monday, December 29, 2008

Reflections.....

It has now been a year since Dad left us. He went home to be with the Lord on December 10, 2007. The anniversary of his passing came and went without much fanfare. I had planned to maybe put something in the paper in remembrance, but when the time came I just couldn't think of anything that I felt would be adequate to express how much we miss him. Dad would have just rolled his eyes anyway! Ha Ha!! Anyway, I got through the anniversary okay. As Christmas approached, I started feeling a little emotional. I was adament about maintaining some of Dad's traditions (and I think I almost drove TJ crazy with that whole thing).



Christmas was absolutely wonderful! Lorelai was so into all the Santa stuff (even though I was telling her at least a 100 times a day that it was the birthday for Jesus -- I WILL work that into her brain one day -- LOL). We had a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. My family came over for Christmas dinner. And Mikey (Mandy's husband) surprised us all with copies of a pencil drawing he had made of Dad. He absolutely captured Dad in his drawing, so much so that I can't even look at it right now (he is so very talented). I'll try to post a scanned version of it at some point. Anyway, when I saw the picture, I just burst into tears. I mean really, really sobbing. I had to go in my bedroom to compose myself. Then when I came back out, I hugged Mikey and just sobbed in his arms while thanking him. What I realize now is that for the past year, I've been trying to "hold it all together" for the sake of the family. I absolutely forbade myself to cry at his memorial service. I didn't shed a tear when I delivered his eulogy (at his request I might add - no sadness allowed). For the past year, I've been "handling things" for the estate, keeping the household bills paid, and helping Mom where I can. For the past year I haven't grieved the loss of my Dad.....my mentor.....my best friend. So now I'm back on a roller coaster of emotion. It's almost like losing him all over again. This time I'm going to allow myself to grieve him. I'm going to cry and feel the pain. (I am especially talented at avoiding emotional pain -- and that "talent" has hurt me in the past. I refuse to go there again -- my therapist would be so proud -- LOL.) I know in my heart of hearts that my dad is with the Lord and is having the time of his life. And I am so happy in the knowledge that I will see him again. But I miss him.......and now I'm going to admit that.



Don't let this be a downer. This is actually a milestone for me and I'm happy to be grieving as wierd as that sounds. This was still one of the best Christmas's I've ever had and the New Year is just days away. My life is in a beautiful place and I thank God every day for my friends, family, health, etc.



Love to all of you guys....



Until later....

Monday, December 8, 2008

Christmas Pictures......




Well we got the pictures taken! We went to Sears Portraits and had them professionally done. SO worth the money. I was a little worried because the appointment was a noon -- RIGHT in the middle of Lorelai's naptime! This could have gone several ways -- but I really thought she might be a little cranky. At the very least, I thought she was going to be shy. But I am here to tell you, the people that work in this portrait studio "get" kids. Keshia was our photographer and she had Lorelai eating out of her hand. We got some great pictures of her. We even took a prop a long. I had bought a little Christmas chefs outfit for her to wear when she was helping Poppy (TJ) cook. It had an apron, 2 oven mits, and a Santa chef's hat. It was adorable. We were able to use that prop and Poppy just loved it! This picture is the one that I got as an 8 X 10 for my office (yeah, I know - a little overboard). The chef pic is the one TJ is putting in his office! LOL!!

Until later....

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

The season....

I love this time of the year. There is so much beauty in the season. People are a little nicer to each other. You can find wonder in just about everything and every one. I'm pretty excited because this year I get to experience something I've never gotten to experience before. I get to wake up Christmas morning and experience Christmas with my granddaughter. It's already too much fun. Every time we walk into Wal-mart and she sees the big Christmas tree in front, she yells "CHRISTMAS!!!!" It is absolutely the coolest thing in the world to see this little cutie get so excited about the season. It has really helped ease the pain of losing Dad and knowing that this was his time of year.

I think 3 years old is the best age in the world for this. When she was 1 she absolutely didn't understand it (and we only got to see her for a little bit on Christmas Eve). When she was 2, she was kind of getting it, but wasn't really excited about it (and again, we had her for a few minutes on Christmas Eve). This year, she has been "part of the process." She has helped decorate. We have watched Christmas movies together. She's learning the words to "Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer." She's counting down the days using an advent calendar (watch the German in me - LOL). I'm kind of talking her "up" to going to see Santa. I kind of think she's still going to wig out on that one. But we'll try.... I bought her this amazing Christmas dress and her very first pair of "heels". Now granted, they are only a 1/2 inch heel, but to her, they are just like Gammy's shoes. LOL! I'm trying to figure out now where to go get her picture taken because this absolutely has to be saved for posterity!

Lorelai has absolutely brought me back to my childhood and I am counting down the days until Christmas morning.

Thank you Lord for allowing Amanda and Lorelai to move in with us. They are an absolute gift from you Lord and we are having the time of our lives with both of them. Please watch out for all of the kids (Amanda, Rebekah and Lorelai) and keep them safe Lord in this wonderful season of Yours, as we remember the birth of Your son. Jesus was the ultimate gift Lord and for that we thank you from the bottom of our souls.

Until later....

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving....Remembering

I miss my dad today. I can't deny that today of all days. This was the beginning of "his season". It's been almost a year since he went home to be with the Lord. Sometimes it feels like it has been forever. Other times it sneaks up on me and seems like it was just yesterday. Some of the feelings came back yesterday when we found out that Wayne Haston had passed away. Too many memories of this time last year. Today we pass the "last of the firsts." This is the last holiday we will celebrate for the first time without Dad.

I don't think any of us realized how much Dad pulled this holiday together for us. He made the turkey. He made the stuffing. He brought the pies. He made the gravy......the gravy. Kelly and Mike volunteered to fry a turkey this year instead of the traditional baked turkey. We all thought that would be a great idea. Kelly called me a couple of weeks ago and said "Oh no. We won't have drippings to make the gravy!" So I volunteered TJ. We are making a baked turkey breast for Mandy and Terri since they love to "shread" their turkey. So we'll have drippings. TJ will take care of the gravy. Problem solved.....or are they? Kelly and I split up Thanksgiving dinner. They are making the turkey, rice, stuffing, sweet potatos, cranberries and rolls (I hope she remembered the rolls!). We are making the turkey breast, the gravy, the green bean casserole, the potato casserole, the rice dressing, the cornbread dressing, and the pies. Well at 8:30 last night I remembered that I hadn't bought the pies!! Well, one thing that I am VERY thankful for this holiday is the fact that Kroger is open Thanksgiving morning for morons like me! And I told them that I was thankful that they would give up their holiday to work for stupid people like me! They laughed. So tragedy averted.

As this holiday got closer, I began to miss Dad more and more. I have kind of moved into my own little pity party the last day or two (no one really noticed....I just got quiet) missing him. I thought about all of the things I wouldn't have this season. When we were little, we would wake up Thanksgiving morning to the smells of Thanksgiving dinner. At 6:00 AM (yes I said AM), Dad would put the Christmas music on full blast. We'd wake up to those glorious smells and wander into the kitchen yawning and rubbing our eyes. Dad would either have gone and gotten donuts or he would have his big frying pan out cooking us a big breakfast. All day long, we'd hear Dad singing to his Christmas songs.

Last night I went to bed knowing that my Thanksgiving would never be the same again. But of course, God had another plan as only He can. My dear husband got up at 5:00 this morning and began cooking. I woke to those same smells of my childhood. I snuck to the kitchen doorway and just watched him for awhile. For just a moment I was carried back to my childhood. There he was with pots in both hands and a big smile on his face. He was my dad. The only thing missing was the Christmas music. That was rectified by the time I got back from the grocery store (read about the pies above).

What I realize is that my dad is here with us.....in the food.....in the music.....in the traditions that we are so quick to cling to. I have not lost my dad. He is here in everything.

So today of all days, be thankful for what you have and for what you don't have. There is a much greater plan. You can be assured of that.

Happy Thanksgiving.....until later.....

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Wondering where God is going with this....

So I got some pretty sad news today. My friend, Wayne Haston, who is a fellow chairman of a Corral Club at the rodeo is probably not going to make it. He was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer on the first day of rodeo last year. He went through treatment pretty successfully. But now, they've found it in his brain. They started radiation last week, but the tumors have not responded so they stopped treatment today. At this point, they are keeping him comfortable, but for all intents and purposes, his journey in this world is done.

So now I go to God and ask my questions....

All of my life, God has given me this gift....I don't even know what to call it. I just know when a situation is going to be okay. And with Wayne, I got the feeling that the situation was going to be okay. Now, I will tell you, that there are times when the situations haven't worked out the way I thought they should be....but in those instances, God has enlightened me to a bigger plan, and has shown me that He did answer my prayers.

I am reminded of one instance in particular. On May 1, 2004, seven of my co-workers at ABB (my client at the time) were gunned down in Yanbu, Saudi Arabia. Five of them died instantly. Two were wounded. One of them, Tom Washburn, was struck in the neck by a bullet. When I got the news that Tom had been shot, I dropped to my knees and said a prayer. I told God that I wanted Tom healed, and I wanted him alive. I told God I was standing on HIS promises that He would answer my prayers. Tom managed to make it back to the states and was in the hospital in the Texas Medical Center. He was regaining feeling in his extremities and things looked good. Then something happened, and he passed away. I sat down at that point and had a talk with God. I said "God, I don't know what is going on here or why You didn't answer my prayers, but I'm going to trust that You will reveal this to me all in time." Obviously part of my prayer had been answered. Tom was healed completely. But he wasn't alive....

At Tom's Memorial service, his girlfriend got up to say his eulogy. She talked about how wonderful Tom was. She talked of his generosity, and the fact that they were establishing an engineering scholarship in his name. Then she said "You might not be surprised to hear that Tom was an organ donor. As a matter of fact, he donated his entire body for this cause. And because of that between 45-50 people have parts of Tom in them. Tom has managed to help that many people LIVE in his death." I was FLOORED. God may not have answered my prayers the way I thought they should be answered, but He had answered them. Tom was alive and walking around in 45-50 people!! I shared this thought with his girlfriend who shared it with his family. I'm told it made them feel blessed.

Anyway, so now I go back to God and I ask Him to reveal to me the meaning in Wayne's condition and probable death. And I know He won't fail me...

Until later...

Monday, November 10, 2008

I feel really dumb, but this was a nice surprise...

You know sometimes you just kind of get lost in your own little world. You don't take the time to stop and see the beauty of God's world. And you don't stop even a little while to listen to the words of a song. I usually listen to KSBJ (contemporary Christian). However, my roots are still in country music. I especially love the Texas singers like Roger Crager, Robert Earl Keen, Gary P. Nunn, and Pat Green. The other day I was listening to the radio and Pat Green's song "Wave on Wave" came on the radio. I have always loved this song. The tempo is very upbeat. Music is my solace, and a good beat will make me want to move. Anyway, I digress....LOL.

Have you ever really listened to the words to "Wave on Wave"? I mean, really listened? I didn't think so. Neither had I. It could very well be a song about God. Read below (and feel free to sing or hum along in your head -- c'mon, you know you want to - LOL).

Mile upon mile got no direction,
We're all playing the same game.
We're all looking for redemption,
Just afraid to say the name.

So caught up now in pretending,
That what we're seekin' is the truth.
I'm just looking for a happy ending,
All I'm looking for is you.

You came upon me wave on wave,
You're the reason I'm still here, yeah
Am I the one you were sent to save?
You came upon me wave on wave.

I wondered out into the water,
And I thought that I might drown.
I dunno what I was after,
I just know I was going down.

That's when you found me,
I'm not afraid anymore.
You said"You know I always had you baby,
Just waitin for you to find what you were looking for."

You came upon me wave on wave,
You're the reason I'm still here.
Am I the one you were sent to save,
When you came upon me wave on wave.

Wave on wave.
Wave on wave.

And you came upon me wave on wave,
You're the reason I'm still here.
Am I the one you were sent to save,
when you came upon me wave on wave.

The clouds broke and the angels cried,
You ain't gotta walk alone,
That's why he put me in your way,
And you came upon me wave on wave.



I'm sure when Pat Green sings it in concert, he's singing it for the general audience and it isn't really a "God Thang" LOL. But it will forever be changed for me.....because I took a minute to really listen.

Until later....

Friday, November 7, 2008

An incredible girl....

Almost 2 years ago, when Community of Faith moved into our permanent home on Becker Road and 290 (Hockley, TX), I met a girl named Ashley. I started helping out with the 3rd-5th grade class on Saturday nights, and Ashley was this ball of energy that helped out too. Pretty soon I started teaching the Saturday night class, and Ashley was right there beside me. She was a freshman in high school at the time, but was one of the most mature "kids" I'd ever met. I learned all about her as we prepared each Saturday for our class. She was on the dance team. She did homework until midnight most nights. She LOVED her friends.

A year ago, when Dad died, I kind of withdrew from my duties at COF. I just needed some time to back up and re-group. I know -- kind of stupid considering my church family could have helped me through that difficult time. I saw Ashley from time to time. We always hugged and it was the same old same old when I saw her. She is an amazing girl, and growing into a beautiful woman.

Last weekend, we had a tailgate party at COF. I saw Ashley and told her to come over to our team to visit. She did and she told me what had been going on in her life. To make a long story short, she has been having episodes with her heart racing for no apparent reason. All tests have shown normal. But her heart still races. It has been very scary for her and her family. This morning, she is having surgery to "test" her heart. And if they find the problem while they are in there, they are going to fix it. I'm praying (and standing on God's promise) that they WILL find what is wrong and fix it. Mainly because Ash has had to stop dancing, and it's killing her! LOL!! No seriously, I really just want this scary time to be over for her and her family. They are amazing people.

Through all of this, the adults around her have been the worriers. It's kind of making her parents crazy according to her mom's update blog that they don't know what is going on (Kim, I can only imagine your angst and I pray for you every day). I asked Ashley last weekend if I could stop and pray for her right where we were and we did. As soon as I released her, I teared up. She looked at me and said "Kristy, it's going to be okay. Really. It's going to be okay." This morning when she was texting me about it, she said it was going to be okay again. Funny that this young lady is holding US up! LOL!

If you read her entries on her mom's blog, you would be amazed. She is so insightful and on fire for God. She states that she knows that God has a purpose for this and that she is going to trust in Him completely. She also talks about not worrying about the storm but dance in the rain! Where did she come from? Oh yes.....she is that once in a lifetime special gift of a person that you know was sent straight from God.

So Ashley (and family), know that you guys are all in our prayers today. TJ and I will be praying often for you today. Even though I know that God has promised it's all going to be fine. I'm still standing on those promises!!

Until later....

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Thoughts on Our Country Going Forward

Well, it didn't turn out as I (and 56 million others) would have liked. But Mr. Obama is now our President elect. And with that position comes my support.

The media is already backing up. I find it hysterical to say the least. They are now questioning who Barack Obama is. I mean, come on guys - YOU are the ones that got him elected. NOW you want to question? I've even heard him called "creepy and cult like" by the drive by media.

And really guys, can we lay off Sarah Palin now? Does it really matter about her clothes anymore? REALLY?? Do we need to go there? Ms. Palin is already talking about a run for 2012. My guess is if she doesn't silence herself now, there isn't a chance in heck that the RP will put her up as their candidate.

What I've come to realize in this whole political process is that there are no true conservative candidates out there. The last conservative republican we had was Ronald Reagan who truly believed in less government. George H. Bush was certainly no conservative. I would even go as far to say that he was a little to the left. George W. Bush wasn't a conservative. He put on a good hat and tried to convince us that he was. But his overspending and pandering across the aisle tells a different story. John McCain was by no means a conservative. Sarah Palin was the most conservative out of all of them (very Reganesk) and the "moderate Republicans" condemned her for that. Even today, "insiders" are starting the scuttlebutt about her. They'll make sure she's a nobody by 2012 for sure.

Conservatism doesn't rest solely on the abortion issue or religious rights, yet that is what the left has made it about. Conservatism is exactly what our founding fathers wanted it to be - less government. If you continue to put free food out in the bird house, the birds will crap all over your porch. Basically, that's where we are today. We've fed the birds so much that they are crapping all over us. Since Jane and Joe take handouts, it MUST be okay for me to take it to. People, we're heading down the road to disaster. Self sufficiency is a thing of the past. We're creating a country of losers. Equality??? No. That's not what we're doing. We're weakening our strong. I, for one, am going to read every book I can get my hands on regarding Jeffersonian politics and spout it to every young person I know. Perhaps in the next generation, the conservative movement will reinvent itself.

We can only hope.....

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

The CHI (where has this been all my life?)

You know, even though I'm overweight, I'm still pretty diligent about my looks. I like to dress nicely. I like to wear appropriate amounts of makeup. And I like to make sure that my hair is fixed nicely when I leave the house. I think I learned all of this from my Mom, who is definitely from another time.

Mom is from a time when women had their hair professionally styled once a week. It was only washed at that time, and when you went to sleep, it was held together with a scarf so it would not move. Her big bee-hive hairdo never changed and was always perfect. She also NEVER left the house without lipstick (she still doesn't to this day). The house could be on fire, and she would be putting on her lipstick as she was sprinting out the door.

I don't think I'm vain. I just really like to look nice. My husband really appreciates this! HA!

Well, most people would say that I have hair that people would pay for. It is pretty thick (I have it thinned with layers), and it is naturally wavey. It has lots of body and holds a curl with little "product". I will tell you that it DRIVES ME CRAZY because I don't feel like I can do anything with it.....at least I DIDN'T feel like I could do anything with it....until I bought a CHI.

I used to look at women with beautiful, shiny, straight hair and just envy them (I know - one of the 7 deadlies). I really wanted that look, but could never quite find the right gel or whatever product to hold my hair like that. I bought a CHI (stands for ceramic hair iron) about 6 months ago and it has sat in its box, on my dresser, behind the TV since then. Well I got my hair cut and highlighted last week. And Cindy did a GREAT job with the color and the style. And when she styled it at the salon, it was in that "shiny, straight look." I LOVED it. So I pulled out the CHI one morning, along with the CHI "spray" and started "workin it." Now, I can't live without it. I actually get up earlier to be able to "CHI" my hair. I don't have to worry about my hair frizzing out in the middle of the day. It basically stays exactly where I want it. I LOVE IT!!

Anyway, so yes, maybe I am a little vain....okay - A LOT vain! LOL!!

Have a nice day.....

Monday, October 27, 2008

Renewing our vows....

We had a wonderful surprise at church on Sunday. TJ and I got to renew our vows. Mark and Laura Shook were completing a marriage series (you can hear it on www.communityoffaith.tv). This was the finale of sorts.

Looking back at our actual marriage ceremony, I can tell you that we were determined to have fun. We were on the Salt Grass Trailride and we were out at Houston Farm & Ranch. We were dressed up in our cowboy best. The pastor was a cowboy. The ceremony centered on putting Christ in the middle of the marriage. Pastor Valmon told us that a marriage is like a rope. One strand of a rope is not very strong. It can break at the slightest tug. Two strands (husband and wife) are a little stronger. It can hold a lot, but is still breakable. When you add that third strand (Jesus) to the rope, the rope becomes so strong you can probably pull a wagon with it (nice analogy, huh? LOL). Valmon then put the lasso around TJ and I and finished the ceremony. It was a great ceremony. TJ got teary eyed, and I laughed at him. It was a wonderful and meaningful ceremony.

But......I gotta tell you...even though we did not expect this renewal of our vows, it felt every bit as wonderful to us. Mark asked us to turn to each other (as he did with probably 300 other couples in the church) and look into each others eyes. When we did that, the rest of the church was gone. This time, I got teary eyed (and TJ loved me enough not to point that out). So thank you Pastor Mark and Laura for a wonderful ceremony. It reminded me of why I married my dear husband.

Until later.....

Friday, October 24, 2008

Politics - Don't get me started

This is my first blog. Kids, our country is in a world of trouble right now. We are in pretty scary times. The economy is bad. The mud-slinging is incredible between our two "chosen" candidates. I may not agree with everything that Sarah Palin stands for (well, if truth be told, I actually do believe in most of what she stands for), but my goodness people.....do we have to try to destroy her in the press. I have to say, she's one tough lady for standing up through all of this. I would bet that she just goes home some nights and cries.

My major in college was in journalism and mass communications. I wanted to be a journalist. And the REASON I wanted to be a journalist was to be the "forth arm" of the government. As journalists, we were supposed to be totally unbiased. Yet, please, look at our media today. If it's bad news...cover it. If it's good news....find a way to discount it. Glorify people that are bad (I won't name any names) and vilify people that are good. There is absolutely NO fairness in our media today. It is no wonder that studies show that half a million of us have stopped watching CNN, NBC, CBS and ABC (hmmmm.....Fox News hasn't lost any viewers....hmmmm). Why do we want to watch the news when we can't get any honesty or real journalism there? It's all slanted. And don't get me started on the "FAIRNESS DOCTRINE" that the libs want to pass. Fairness? The libs are worried because they don't get enough radio time? Really??? SERIOUSLY? Are you REALLY going there? Could it be that the conservatives have resorted to radio because they CAN'T get any TV or cable time? And now "they" want to take it away?

Why is it that when politicians are trying to get something passed they generally name it something that sugar coats it? The Fairness Doctrine.....look it up people -- it's anything but fair.

Anyway, I wish I could say that I wrote what is below. I typed in the question "When did the graduated tax system start in the US?" and found this on a yahoo blog. I thought it was good. Read it or don't. It's relavent to what we are going through right now even though its 2 years old. I apologize in advance that the graph is not included. But I think you can get the gist of what he is talking about.


8.c. Taxation and Inflation

The previous chart is real eye-opener. It is a true representation of how much we are actually taxed. The government taxes us directly as “Taxpayers” and it taxes us indirectly as “Consumers”. When it taxes us indirectly, we feel like we are not being taxed, we feel someone else is getting taxed, like a Corporation. The ft of the matter is the Corporation passes the tax on to you as a consumer in the form of higher costs. Ultimately, you, the taxpayer and consumer, pays for all the taxes. This chart shows what our gross income would be if we paid all the taxes directly. What follows is the only way that taxation can be transparent to the taxpayer, and for the taxpayer to be accountable for the level of taxation that they agree to. In much of what follows, it will become clear that our present policies have led to fiscal irresponsibility, and are likely leading to financial destruction. There is no doubt whatsoever, that much of our wealth is being needlessly destroyed, and we are working very hard to make up for it. Taxation is done this way is to politically hide most of the taxation, otherwise we taxpayers would revolt, just like good Americans did during the Boston Tea Party. I suggest it is party time again. “The avoidance of taxes is the only intellectual pursuit that carries any reward.” – John Maynard Keynes

I would have never thought that Keynes would make such a correct remark, since his economic theories were one of the causes of high taxation in today’s nations, globally. An Example of Using this GraphTaxation is very politicized. People, not politicians need to have the power of taxation in a very equal manner with no winners and no losers. Before proceeding, here is an example of high-level analysis using this graph.

On June 19, 2006 on C-Span, the Democratic Representative from Florida was on the floor complaining that the oil companies were getting wealthy at the taxpayers expense. The oil companies were provided leases in the Gulf of Mexico to drill for oil on public land with reduced royalty payments to offset the high cost and risk. This political representative noted that these reduced royalties, below the normal 12%, had cost the “Taxpayers” $100 Billion and were a disgrace, caused by the Republicans and Bush White House. This politician spoke sincerely and passionately. Even though I knew better in my head, in my heart I was getting upset at the oil companies and the politicians that allowed this deal to increase my taxes. When you examine this politician’s remarks using the bar graph at the start of this chapter, the impacts are clear. If the oil companies were taxed at the full 12% royalty, then the oil companies would have passed the taxes onto us, the taxpayer, in terms of the higher cost of goods and services. So what is the best option for us who are both (1) taxpayers who want low taxes, and (2) consumers who need low cost goods and services?

Option1: If the oil companies keep the $100 Billion, then “most” of the $100 Billion results in lower cost gas for us the consumers. Or, if the $100 Billion is used to find new sources of oil, then with the greater investment in finding supply, we are less dependent on Mid-East oil. The added supply will keep gas prices lower and will stabilize price. This is good for us the consumer. Most of us consumers and taxpayers abhor hearing that we are making oil companies wealthy. However, oil companies are public corporations that employ people, create jobs and provide goods and services. In general, as consumers, we will get most of the benefit of the $100 Billion. Thus, we are protected and not harmed.

Option 2: If the government gets the $100 Billion as tax revenue, it is utopia to think that our political representatives will reduce our taxes by $100 Billion. They will find new ways to spend or use $100 Billion in ways that do not create wealth for the nation. We taxpayers will be more highly taxed and worse off. The $100 Billion will not be used to create new oil. We consumers will see supply reduced, and prices will increase. We will be worse off as both taxpayers (same taxes) and as consumers (higher costs). The politicians that make people feel that they will get something for nothing will be reelected, and those leaders that make hard choices to support business investment will not be reelected. Result, our country is worse off.

Comment: I am not an apologist for the oil companies or corporations. However, I will be a greater fan once the unacceptably high salaries, unrealistic bonuses, parachute clauses and other abuses are eliminated. Oil companies are public corporations. They need to be profitable at the corporate level to maintain jobs and competitiveness. However, as public corporations, the executives who run the corporations must make a fair wage and not profit as if this were their own company, which it is not. Fair and just guidelines for executive remuneration for publicly held corporations are sorely needed: for example, a flat % bonus for all employees (no options, etc). If all corporations have these rules, all the excuses about talent become a non-issue. The solution is that taxation needs to become “more” democratic (we vote for what we are willing to pay for) and absolutely equitable (each of us are taxed for what we voted for). There is no other option that is as inherently fair and just which also de-politicizes taxation. This is discussed later.

The History of the Income Tax

Few people realize or can conceive that there was no federal income tax until 1913. Here is the history: “In 1863, the federal government collected the first income tax. This graduated tax was similar to the income tax we pay today. Those who earned $600 to $10,000 per year paid at a rate of 3 percent. A higher rate was paid by those who earned in excess of $10,000. A flat-rate tax was imposed in 1867. Five years later, in 1872, the national income tax was repealed altogether. Spurned on by the Populist Party's 1892 campaign, Congress passed the Income Tax Act of 1894. This act taxed 2 percent of personal income that was more than $4,000, which only affected the wealthiest citizens. The income tax was short-lived, as the U.S. Supreme Court struck it down only a year after it was enacted. The justices wrote that, in their opinion, the income tax was unconstitutional because it failed to abide by a Constitutional guideline. This guideline required that any tax levied directly on individuals must be levied in proportion to a state's population. In 1913, the income tax became a permanent part of the U.S. government. Congress avoided the constitutional roadblock mentioned above by passing a constitutional amendment. The 16th Amendment reads, "The Congress shall have power to lay and collect taxes on incomes, from whatever source derived, without apportionment among the several states, and without regard to any census or enumeration." The 16th Amendment gave the government the power to levy taxes on individuals regardless of state population. The Underwood Tariff Act of 1913 included an income-tax section that initiated the system we use today.” –HowStuffWorks.com

Should this amendment be repealed? I believe it should be repealed and replaced for reasons to be described. Why did our founders specify that taxation be fairly apportioned? The 1913 16th amendment has led to a taxation nightmare, lack of accountability, unfairness, complexity, and tremendous waste. With this system, any politician can promise anything to get elected, and then when the financial problems due to irresponsible spending begin, some other politicians has to fix it. Who suffers? Taxpayers and the nation suffers.

“The income tax has made more liars out of the American people than golf has.” – Will Rogers

One Solution is a Flat Tax that Replaces all Taxes

For taxation to be fair, all people ought to pay an equal % of their income in taxes. All people ought to vote on programs that increase or decrease taxes, only, if they pay taxes and are equally impacted. Progressive taxation is patently unfair. If you are wealthy and make $1 Million per year and our flat tax is 25%, then you pay $250,000 per year in taxes. If you make $10,000 per year, you pay only $2,500 per year in taxes. If we must pay taxes, then we all should pay taxes, equally, fairly and for certain. Wealthy people tend toward philanthropy, which creates hospitals, universities, foundations, and cultural establishments. If they are over taxed, our heritage suffers.

How was America able to grow so rapidly, fight wars, without an income tax until from 1777 to 1913? What happened to people without welfare? How did senior people survive without social security, Medicaid and Medicare for so many years? How were schools funded? How were roads, railroads and bridges built? Why was there no inflation? In fact, deflation due to productivity gains occurred since our currency was backed by gold and silver. In other words, as we became more productive, the cost of goods and services decreased, a good thing. If these entitlement programs were not in place, would our citizens suffer? I believe our citizens suffer more now than in the past. So, do these programs help or hinder people and eventually lead to greater suffering? If one looks at history and at the results of government spending on social programs, they will find that the end result is destructive for the nation.

These entitlement programs were enacted because the wealth of our nation increased, and politicians could pride themselves for giving away the wealth of others. However, if people had retained the wealth of their own income, many permanent, self-sustaining solutions would have been established to help people, at far less cost. There is no doubt that society has become more complex and that there is a role for the government to play as facilitator between private groups. If the government accepts their role as servant of the people, facilitator on public issues, and removes themselves from all entitlement programs, then taxation can be far less than it is today. Regardless, there seems to be no better solution than to simply move taxes to a flat tax that is strictly based on gross income that all people pay. No deductions, no loop holes for the rich, no so called negative taxation for the poor, who not only do not pay taxes but get income. A flat tax is crucial, so that everyone is an equal stakeholder, for the issues that are voted on.

I’d almost go so far to say, that only people who pay taxes are entitled to vote, at least on issues that affect taxation. Everyone will be proportionately impacted. There is a perfect fairness and simplicity in this: a simple flat tax that everyone pays but once. In addition, only people pay taxes. Since businesses do not vote, they do not need to be involved in the political process. This is good. Thus, at minimum, there will be no need for lobbyists; at best there will be less corruption. For example, when the railroads were first being built, the politicians in every state, city and county would propose onerous regulations against the railroads, that for some reason would never come to pass, i.e., the requisite political contribution or bribe. Moral: do not tax businesses, allow them as much freedom as possible, to grow and create jobs. Think, why pay our taxes inefficiently, thousands of times through multiple transactions like sales taxes. Whether it is sales tax or flat income tax, we all ultimately pay it. Why are all these taxes in place? This is done politically, so we never really know how much we do pay in taxes. For example, observe the graph at the beginning of this chapter. It shows that compared to our take home pay, nearly double our net income is used by the government. We do not realize the impact of 50% of the taxes we are charged, which increase the cost of goods and services, and takes a great deal of effort to collect. If you factor in the time wasted in paying taxes through avoidance (bad decisions), time to keep up with taxes, especially if you are in business, and the 1000’s of transactions of sales tax and tax on every move you make, then I’d suggest that when you include the effort of paying taxes, time that could be used productively, that a simpler system makes great sense.

Some people will say a flat tax is not optimal, or unfair. Many other people strongly disagree with that. A flat tax would be far better than what we have now for many reasons.

Assault on the Middle Class

The 16th amendment and a political process to get elected have placed the middle class under assault. Just in the last 20 years, it now takes 2 people in a family to provide what 1 person in a family used to be able to provide. This forces the mother out of the home and the kids into the school, or the street. A CNN report on 10/16/05 indicates that the assault is just beginning: bankruptcy laws have been tightened up (they were too loose anyway), the minimum charge card payments will be increased (they were too low anyway), energy and health costs are increasing substantially (they will), and many deductions in income tax are being eliminated (to tax the middle class). “We’re [United States] looking more and more like a developing country. We have a concentration of wealth in the top 5%, but what is happening to the middle-class and poor people” – Luz Vega-Marquis, president of the Marguerite Casey Foundation

The answers are (1) the destruction of the wealth of the country by the government for reasons to be discussed, and (2) the joining of special interests and politicians to appropriate the wealth of the country. “We hang the petty thieves and appoint the great ones to public office.” – Aesop

Public Corporations are Public, Not PrivateThus, the rules must change to be in the interests of all Americans. For example, public corporations, a government protected entity, should never allow corporations to over-compensate management. Corporate leaders, at times, appropriate (bonuses), which destroys a large portion of the wealth of a public corporation. Once a corporation is formed, versus a privately owned company, a public corporation has a greater public responsibility. With the right of being a public corporation, comes a public set of responsibilities. A public corporations should as a minimum increase the wealth of all those that work for it, equally, as a % of salary. For public corporations, “Golden Parachutes”, must be eliminated as soon as possible. “Malik is dismissive of the multinationals in Germany's blue-chip DAX 30 Index, many of which have modeled themselves on U.S. and British management practices. "When you look at the DAX, you get a false picture of the German economy. Those companies are important, but not as important as the media portrays," Malik says.

His maxim is that the aim of a company should be to create a happy customer. Profits, yes, but not obscene profits. "When companies such as Infineon (IFX ) or Deutsche Telekom (DT ) give their managers higher salaries while they're firing people -- that shouldn't happen."

ADDRESSING SOCIAL UNREST

To Malik, the strength of the German economy lies with family-run enterprises such as media company Bertelsmann, chainsaw maker Stihl, or cake-mix and frozen-pizza maker Dr. Oetker. "That's what's really decisive in Germany. They are entrepreneurially led enterprises. Shareholder value, stakeholder value -- they were never infected by these terms," -- Of Management and Morality, Fredmund Malik

Right now, the deck is stacked against the middle class and poor people. Here are some common sense criteria that should be implemented.

1. If you have a private company, it is your company, and it is up to you how to operate it so it is successful.
2. If you are working for a public corporation, then all employees, including management, share bonuses equally. Management with a higher salary, gets the same % but more $. That is fair. They should not get a larger %. If a corporation is public, rules of fairness apply.
3. Even if an individual comes into an existing public corporation that is near collapse, and they with the support of others, re-organize, motivate, cut costs, and create success, then everyone should share “equally” in the success. Since they are paid more, then with an equal %, they still get more. For public corporations, there should be guidelines on what paid more means.
4. Salaries of management in public corporations must be proposed, by the board of directors to stockholders, and agreed to by vote, by the stockholders. This includes bonuses for employees and management. This avoids the unacceptable relationship between management and the board of directors.
5. Eliminate golden parachutes and contracts. If there are none for all executives, then no one will need one to compete for talent. Executive positions must be performance based, no more, no less. The same set of common criteria is needed for government officials. Taxpayers must be able to vote for their salaries, benefits, pensions, and other perks. One example is sick days. Civil servant employees are retiring with sick days that they did not take for years, and getting 100’s of thousands of $. As soon as possible, an amendment is needed to specify that all civil servant benefits must be voted on by taxpayers. It is irresponsible that financial benefits to be implemented by the people who will benefit from them. “The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others.” – Theodore Roosevelt

Inflation: the Hidden Tax

If productivity is gaining at 4% per year, then we should see our standard of living doubling every 15 years. If our money supply was fixed, then the value of our money, purchasing power, would double every 15 years through a process of deflation. However, what is actually happening is the Government creates money at the rate that productivity is increasing, and then adds some inflation. Inflation and the lost benefit of our productivity is an added tax that is rarely discussed. The tax of increased money supply robs us of the hard work we did to improve productivity. If productivity is increasing at 4% and inflation is 2%, then the government has taxed each of us 6% by creating 6% more money in the money supply, in addition to the taxes we pay. Another way to look at this is, our spending power should have increased by 4% yet we lost 2%. This, invisibly to us, and painlessly for politicians, pays for the increased spending of entitlement programs, since taxes do not have to be raised. If deflation were allowed, this would expose the unacceptable financial underpinnings of government spending programs, and would cause politicians and citizens to make better choices.Before 1913, the economy went through growth and depression spirals, though never as great as the great depression, which began in 1929, which was caused by governmental manipulation of the money supply to try to maintain the high growth of the 20’s. We as lay people need to realize that intellectuals are taught that they need to control the rate of growth of the economy for they have the power to do so. They are taught it is in the interest of our society for them to do so.

Do not Control the Economy

The market can be likened to the weather. Some years it is cold, some years it is hot, some years it is bountiful, some years there are floods, or fire, or insects, and some years there is famine. These events currently cannot be controlled, nor should they be. If we over-control the economy to be stable and not give us storms to grow through, we will be weakened. From a prior quote, “Calm seas do not make great sailors.” The one coin issue is that on one side of the coin people want stability in life (the glass is ½ empty). The other side of the coin is that life is not very stable (the glass is ½ full). The coin called life has both aspects. Therefore, for the most stable life, assume life is unstable and learn how to deal with change, so you can maintain stability during instability.

Alan Greenspan, Chairman of the Federal Reserve Board, has done our country much good, but he walked a very difficult high wire act. I do not think there will be many people that can do what he did for the last 15 years. He had to allow for the right growth in the money supply to reduce inflation, in a political world that in many cases was not interested in the right growth.

Politicians Love Inflation

Politicians know that inflating the money supply reduces the debt burden, and this reduces deficits. The value of money in the future is worth less with inflation, thus this reduces the value of the debt for debtors, as well as the value of the savings of people who save. This creates bad choices. With inflation, politicians do not have to deal with issues that were caused by their predecessors. For this reason, a better and more stable method of allowing for economic growth without manipulation is needed.

In summary, through all the productivity improvements, the average American taxpayer ought to be able to manage a household with one income and have funds to spare. We no longer can do that, for we are inefficiently paying for charity through entitlement programs, we are giving countries foreign aid inefficiently, we have too great of an international military presence globally, our tax system is highly inefficient, and last, the growth in the money supply causes our real income to decrease. If we address these primary issues, then I predict our standard of living can more than double in one generation.